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Was with him all day at the hill. He’s so cute and his lips are perfect I just want to kiss him so bad.. I was stretching the other day and he came down and was like “your butt looks cute when you stick it out like that” and he winked at me but he was joking. Omg I wish he wasn’t so perfect I want him but not a classified relationship. Just secret friends with benefits or something tacky like that..

Led Zeppelin is all over my dash. There was once a time where this older boy and I were brought together by them. We have special songs and inside jokes because we both played guitar and idealized the music and people of the 60-70’s. Last year, it was an emotional time for me after we split up.. I cut myself and tried soo much stupid shit. It’s my own fault btws, i don’t care anymore.
But Zep was so important to me and hearing their songs and seeing images of Jimmy or Robert or John or Bonzo.. just brings back so many memories of things I wish I could forget..